This is it. The final semester.

I'm back in Indiana, PA!!! Can you tell I'm excited? While I am happy to be back, it also makes me a little sad. This may be my last semester EVER at IUP. Pending grad school admission, that is. If I don't get in here, I will be moving away. Although leaving and going somewhere new would be fun and adventurous, I want to attend grad school here. I want nothing else.

It is only the first week back and I can't get motivated. Already. I'd blame it on senioritis, but I really don't believe that is why I don't want to do anything. I feel as if I do my work I will have a reason to leave. I'm not ready for that yet. I am excited about the future, but this little town is my favorite place to be. This little bubble that is so different and disconnected from the rest of my life. But then there is a side of me that wants to get the heck out of here and start my life. Even if it is just grad school awaiting me. My heart is torn in two.