When you place someone on a pedestal, you are setting things up for disaster. My brain has finally soaked this up. I always seem to hold people to high esteem and sometimes they decide to prove me wrong. There are people that I never thought would hurt me. But somehow they did. I am usually not so sensitive to things like this and chalk it off as a learning experience. I really can't do that this time. Recently, there have been 3 people that mean the world to me that have lost most or all of my respect. I can't deal with the pain that these people have been causing, and I seriously don't know what to do or say to them. None of them know that they are doing this to me. I am not the type of person that likes confrontation and usually avoid it at all costs. But how far does it go before I break and all of the feelings come pouring out? I'm tired of always bottling things up until they explode. All I ask for is a little respect and for you to be there for me when I need you the most.
"If the sky that we look upon, should tumble and fall
Or the mountains, should crumble to the sea
I won't cry, I won't cry, no I won't shed a tear
Just as long as you stand, stand by me."
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